Emotional backfire

I hate to admit this but at times my hormones control me. Okay, that just doesn't sound right.

What I meant was my PMS have the ability to control my emotional stability. Like today, I snapped at my mum abt some family car issue. She wanted me to park my car outside from now onwards or every fortnight when my bro's back to ensure that his new car is safe in the territories of our hse. And so I said: "Wouldn't you rather risk losing the car than risking your daughter's life?"

It took me awhile to shove my ego aside before I apologise. There you go, I blamed that on PMS.

It doesn't help when my face look horribly bruised again after my monthly appointment with the beauty salon. Mind you, the trip to the beauty salon never makes me feel more womanly. I've already postponed my appointment so many times, I think the beautician is getting pretty frustrated. Currently, ecyzema attacking my cheeks again.

No wonder men never understand women. Especially during their time of the month. *Agrrrrrrr*

If I have a choice...

...... I want to be born in a middle-income family so that money would not be an obstruction or an object of disagreement.

If I have a choice, I wanna die first before my spouse do coz I don't think I can bare the thought of losing a love one.

If I have a choice, I would ask my dad why he did what he did 10 years ago.

If I have a choice, I would ask God why some people suffer more than others do. Aren't we all equal in His eyes?

If I have a choice, I want to capture the happiness in the eyes of my po-po & gong-gong when I brought them to eat dim sum 2 days ago. Coz that's when you realised money is nothing.

If I have a choice, I would let the poor live like the wealthy for 1 day and let the wealthy live like the poor to reduce the discrepancy between them.

If I have a choice, I want to reach the sky and feel the cloud in my empty palms.

Today I passed by the receptionist & saw this girl dressed in a pretty outfit with flawless make-up, waiting for her turn to be interviewed. I gave her my most comforting smile, knowing how it feels like & instantly it made me appreciate what I've got....................

Movie frenzy

I'm back to my addiction again - my addiction to movies. Watched Ice Age 2: The Meltdown yday. It was entertaining & enjoyable despite the harsh comments I've received fr colleagues & my bro. Or maybe it's jst the company that matters! :) :)

I made a conscious decision to stop working from home on Sundays... Hang on, that's not right, let me rephrase that. I made a conscious decision to shorten the time I work from home on Sundays. Besides, Sundays are meant to be spent with family & televisions right?!..

And so I did, watched Sepet today - an award-winning Malaysian-made movie abt a love story between a Chinese guy & a Malay girl.. Hmmmm~~ deja vous! The story line was something a lot of local viewers can connect to but the cinematography is far from normal. I'm sure Krystal, Richie & Franco can do better than that hey?!.. *nudge nudge*

On another random note, check out the controversial car tag. *glee*